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Artist Statement by Doug Baulos
Although I work with the
feelings of loss, mortality, and the power and delicate nature of memory, my
work is a reflection of my attempt to live my life in fragile exultation. The
process of piecing together an image is a meditative exercise for me. I begin
with fragmented images, ideas and materials, and layer seemingly dissimilar
elements that trigger associations in complex combinations. The contrast between fragmenting an idea and
layering ideas is interesting to me. Most of my recent work reflects a multitude of
interests including grief and mortality, nesting and mending, meditation,
vision, medical illustration and procedure, and spirituality. My work is
composed of myriad layers of media, ideas and associations. The process of
piecing together an image is a meditative exercise for me having as much to do
with duration as physical texture or of following the thread of mindfulness. I
merge the abstraction of narrative with the physicality of objects. I see it as
a function of time, like the idea of chanting. I want to personify intangible
experiences and feelings and make them tangible for my audience. The figurative nature of some of my works
stresses the idea of transformation and recovery over victimization. There is an intimacy
with the subject becoming object, with the reverence for the passed life and
the confrontation of the doggedly present body. I’m
interested in forms and images that accompany the body and in the traces the
body leaves: a bed, a nest, a webs, decay and shadows. While drawing
and layering found materials, seemingly dissimilar elements begin to trigger
associations with other images and ideas. It's my hope that the viewer connects
these images by drawing on their own interests and associations. Retired
objects and found papers are redeployed as agent of memory that can evoke and
reflect on the history of private lives – worn and battered, certain found
object evoke sympathy and empathy. Like
a dog without a tail we notice an object or book’s history and pluck as
survivor. This idea of fragmentation as well as things left
marked or scarred is reinforced through patina of found materials, diversity of
subjective textures and disjointed formal structures. The aim of my work has always been to arouse in my
audience (as well as myself) an experience of empathy with my subject matter
more than sympathy. I try to be very aware of how events are traced and mapped
both physically and emotionally - both violent and non-violent (passive). Recently
I’m exploring the idea of simultaneously linking the outside surface with
inner experience, seeking to create books and sculptures that present
themselves as humble objects that open into vast, imaginative space for the
reader. By using discarded dictionaries (nests of birds) and transforming them
into book sculptures I hope to explode the text into an embodied narrative, a
sculpture of our inner life.